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graveyardghoulzz
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Idrk what i’m doing here, i just need somewhere to vent ig

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Why are people so hard
Relationship Stress / by graveyardghoulzz
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 April 4th, 2023
...See more I have always been extroverted in school, I talk to pretty much everyone, but outside of school i have pretty much no one. I have one best friend who I’ve known for almost 10 years now. I used to have some acquaintances before covid, but after covid hit I completely chiselers them, and my family moved towns. I went to school for a year, but i didn’t really make any friends there. Well i did, but we don’t talk anymore… I can’t keep anyone in my life no matter how much i want to, or how much they try to be a part of it. I convince myself everyone hates me, and hangs out with me out of pity, and i don’t text anyone first- ever. I dont know how to create relationships, because it’s too hard. I never have enough time to hang out with people, and if i do i get burnt out in just a couple hours. The worst part is even with my own best friend, whom i probably wouldn’t be here today without sometimes is even too much for me. I love her so deeply, but I’m terrible with responding to others’ emotions. I end up being drowned in guilt anytime she’s upset because i’m a bad person for not being able to say the right thing. I know i’m only a teenager still, and every struggles with different things, but why couldn’t i just understand people? why couldn’t i have just struggled with math or something instead of relationships? i’m sick of feeling lonely and inadequate… I just want to be able to have friends.
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Hi!
Newbie Hub / by graveyardghoulzz
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 March 31st, 2023
...See more Hi!! I’m shay! I joined 7 Cups cuz i can’t get access to any sort of therapy rn, and i honestly need someone other than those in my life to talk about heavy stuff to. I have some family, work and just general mental health type stuff i’ve been dealing with for quite some time.
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TW: Will it ever get easier?
Eating Disorder Support / by graveyardghoulzz
Last post
 April 8th, 2023
...See more I’ve always been extremely tall(I’ve been 5’10” since middle school), and it’s caused me to be incredibly insecure of my body, and how much space I take up. When i try to think rationally I know i should have nothing to worry about, but it doesn’t matter. I developed eating disorder type behaviors around two maybe three years ago I believe. I would try to restrict all day at school, and then just eat the dinner my mom made. I would work 13 hour shifts and walk even on my break to move as much as i could. I finally opened up to my mom about my behaviors last fall, and decided to try and recover. At first i just kept binging on a daily basis, and then it fell back into restricting during the day and then binding each night. i would have periods where i was getting better, and then i would feel guilty and fall back into that same pattern. For the last like 2 months I really was doing better! I hadn’t even been thinking about how many calories anything was, or feeling bad about eating even around my best friend who also struggles with eating. Honestly she helps me, because i have to make sure she eats, which in turn makes me eat. Anyways- I was doing really well, and i’m really trying to stick to recovery, it just feels so hard. It doesn’t help that i work at a grocery store, where I see people checking labels constantly and i’m always worrying that they too struggle. I really want to stay in recovery, but part of me is so scared that i will never truly recover. It is sooo easy to slip into old habits, and what if it always stays like this? What if i can never truly move on?
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