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Depression Support / by gregariousTangerine81
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 September 17th, 2024
...See more I am strangely at a loss of words. For everything right now in life.  I feel so scared of what I've done to myself. I am lonely and alone and isolated. I don't feel like eating. I have no hopes for a better life. It feels like a lie. Might be true for me in some far away parallel world. It was only lately that I realised that my ENTIRE life has been a defence mechanism. I've been in therapy for 4 years now, for different reasons.  I just read a thread(not here on 7cups) where someone was criticising how lonely people here actually don't take steps to make their lives better and just vent and stuff. That made me even more scared of putting anything out here. I have been calling a lot of helpline numbers these days. That helps.  It's a different kind of hard to admit that i am actually scared of getting better or taking charge of my life. Because of the belief that I will not be able to defend myself, and find true love and support and connection. I am scared.
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