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greyWolf78
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I'm confused.
Depression Support / by greyWolf78
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March 14th, 2018
...See more Hi. Last year, someone I love passed away. It was hard and I regret everything I can't tell him. His death affected my studies and I cried almost every day since then for about two weeks. I took a leave from school for a few days, and thought I could be better. Unfortunately, it didn't. My housemates weren't helping at all that they betrayed me. I was left out and felt very lonely. Since then my grades dropped. I always thought I'm just feeling sad and not depressed as I still hang out with my old friends some time after that. On weekends, I would sleep all day on Saturdays and did a little homework on Sundays. Without me knowing, it's already March and my grades keep dropping and I failed to finish my homework. I cried almost every night. I mostly felt sad when I'm home, with the housemates and I've distanced myself from them since the beginning of this year. I could say I was one of the best students last year, but I felt like I'm going to fail this continues. I tried sharing my problems with my closest friends, and it went well for a few days. I actually felt better. But then it happened again. I'm actually confused why am I like this? Am I just trying to get people's attention? I don't have any suicidal thoughts as I still have so many things I want to do and accomplished but I don't feel like doing anything and I really wanted to be away from my housemates. Sometimes I just want to be in bed doing nothing. I need to know why am I feeling like this and I hope someone can tell me or just give me an idea on what's going on with myself. Thank you so much.
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