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was this a "bad" relapse? (HUGE TW)
Self-Harm Recovery / by h45hbr0wn
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 June 3rd
...See more Okay. Like 4 or 3 days ago I got out of bed and started cutting. I covered my entire upper thigh to mid thigh and the only area I didn't touch was the groin and the very back. It was maybe 300 shallow cuts. Woke up after that, cut the empty spots and the sides, so maybe 100 more cuts. Half a day later, cut a small bit to fat. Fast forward another half day, I cut up my entire forearm in the same manner i did with my thighs. I feel like this was such a mediocre and insignificant relapse. I've been clean for about a day now. Just please, for my own sanity, tell me if this was a bad relapse.
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