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...See more i’ve been married for 10 years, together for 13. Very early on, I walked in on my husband watching porn, in the living room. Happened multiple more times over the years, and always in the open. I’ve told him multiple times that I’m not ok with it and if he won’t stop, to at least do it behind locked doors. It got to the point where I quit having sex with him, but that caused a huge fight. He said he quit watching porn and NEEDED me to have sex as much as possible, preferably every day. I tried, but it has killed all of my desire for him. I thought the low drive was due to my depression/anxiety medication, so he asked me to quit taking it. I did, but turns out it wasn’t the medication. The porn and his lack of concern for my feelings has completely killed any desire I have for him. I’d be happy never having sex again. But I keep doing it to keep him from blowing up. I hate this. I wish that I could leave, but I have nowhere to go, no money and a bunch of kids with him. He said he wishes he could go back in time and realize how much it bothered me and not do it. But that’s just a lie to “make me feel better” because if it was true, he would have stopped after the first few times I walked in on it. And he’s still following only fan accounts on twitter.

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