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happylife23
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How long before it ends?
Depression Support / by happylife23
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 July 1st, 2024
...See more I dont know why i am posting this, in a strange group. I am really afraid of doing this, but I know I had to. Else it will be too late. I dont know what is happening why it is happening. There is no reason why I am feeling what I am feeling. Thats why it seems all good to everyone. But I am havings issues. I dont want to get up and eat, even when I am hungry. I know I need to take medicines, but I just dont want to get up. I dont want to get up and even take baths. I have been in the same room since a long time, only for few emergencies I go out. I try to be happy, I pretend to be happy as they say "Fake it till you make it". But I cant anymore. Its just too much. I havent smiled properly in months. I am too depressed to do anything. And its like this for years. Sometimes I beat it and become happy but then again it comes back and I am in darkness and everything starts sinking and feels like nothing matters. Sometimes I want to really ask, does this ever end?
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