How long before it ends?
I dont know why i am posting this, in a strange group. I am really afraid of doing this, but I know I had to. Else it will be too late. I dont know what is happening why it is happening. There is no reason why I am feeling what I am feeling. Thats why it seems all good to everyone. But I am havings issues.
I dont want to get up and eat, even when I am hungry. I know I need to take medicines, but I just dont want to get up. I dont want to get up and even take baths. I have been in the same room since a long time, only for few emergencies I go out. I try to be happy, I pretend to be happy as they say "Fake it till you make it". But I cant anymore. Its just too much. I havent smiled properly in months. I am too depressed to do anything. And its like this for years. Sometimes I beat it and become happy but then again it comes back and I am in darkness and everything starts sinking and feels like nothing matters. Sometimes I want to really ask, does this ever end?
@happylife23 well done for reaching out here, that was really brave of you ❤ depression may not end, but it gets better, it is all about trying to live alongside it. With the right medication, and someone to help motivate you, it can get easier ❤ gives you a giant tiny hug ❤ I really hope you have more good days than bad days, really soon ❤
You are doing so good please hold on. In times like this you have to cheat life to get through.
I brush my teeth in the shower otherwise I know I just won't
And I have alarms go off on like every device in my house for my medicine
No matter what you try to convince yourself the goal is survival
You're doing great
If you only have enough energy to lay in bed all day then make sure you're still doing your best
Your best looks different every day
