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hardworkingLime8079
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Trauma Support / by hardworkingLime8079
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 January 7th, 2018
...See more My tragedy began when i was in middle school i was 11, i was a shy boy but a bit social having a lot of good friends and an average student and a sort of a gamer and everything was ok until i was in senior year of middle school when something suddenly changed, i was 14 i guess and playing in the basement when my cousin (female) came in to sleep in my room to chat with her boyfriend i think and i don't know how it happened but i began to touch her private parts when she was asleep, i don't know why i did it but it kept happening again and again when she came to our house and it didn't stop there because when she slept with my aunts i begun to do my thing in her and my aunts until she caught me one time but didn't tell me but shortly the other day when i was in my room she told me that when she comes, i shouldn't sleep with them and she didn't tell anyone about this, i felt very guilty back then and now even worse, i should note that i begun to be an addict in both gaming and porn at that time and being harassed twice first back then at third middle school and secondly in second high school year, and then i completely shut down on myself and lost everything from friends and family and then begun my social anxiety and depression that kept me inside home for the most of 4 years and kept sucking my pain in playing videogames 16+ hours a day, i see myself in the situation of being both victim and an abuser and i know it's my fault, it always been so i just want to hear your opinion of this.
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