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...See more hi guys, i’m just going through a shit storm. im 22 and i from depression and anxiety as well as mild bipolar and have for most of my life. i've been married for 2 years, i had a baby 6 months ago. a week ago i flipped out on my husband, someone in his family made a heroin joke which is a topic close to home for me and even though he was trying to console me i had an episode and snapped at him cursing and screaming. he told me he was done, and hasn’t touched me since. we still live together, with his family, and i’m basically just a charity case. i can’t work because i had to sell my car, all i do is take care of the baby and clean and even that is just considered what i’m supposed to be doing anyways. i love him and i don’t understand how he can just walk by me like i’m nothing. he talks to me and is friendly enough but won’t touch me, doesn’t spend time with me unless it’s briefly for our son, he stopped doing everything, doesn’t say i love you, doesn’t sleep in bed with me, i just don’t understand. i’ve apologized profusely and meaningfully and while i respect his feelings i’m not over him and trying to pretend gets me no where except hurt. he didn’t even want me to stay in the house but i convinced him it was best for our son. he’s really done and i’m really heartbroken and feeling alone and lost. no one really knows but i know he put the date he can file for divorce in his calendar he deleted all our pictures i’m sure he’s taking to other females i just don’t understand how it all ended so quick. how do you live with someone you’re in love with, it’s slow torture. i don’t know what the best thing to do is and frankly i don’t have a lot of options. feeling hopeless and helpless.

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