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honestCup9669
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Trauma Support / by honestCup9669
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 October 31st, 2022
...See more I genuinely do/ did not remember most of my life before 10th grade, so a few years less then half of my life I had no memories of other then the stories that are always brought up, but it’s never that I remember it, I just know it happened because so many other people can confirm it. I recently accidentally remembered a huge part of my past, the reason I cannot get along with my mother. I had to call my brother and ask him if it really happened and he said he blocked out most of our childhood too, but once I told him what I remembered, other details of the incident came back to us. Anyway. I need advice on how to move past it or something because I have a close family, I can’t just write off my mom for something I forgot about for 27 years when everyone else managed to move passed it years ago while my brother and I just chose to forget it. I just don’t know what to do upon realizing the reason I think people would be better off without me alive is because my mother told me so for years. I need tools, resources, support, anything to make me feel even more useless for letting her words and actions from all those years ago subconsciously making me the erratic and depressed person I still am in my mid 30s.
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