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Depression Support / by honestDrum9553
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 October 3rd, 2019
...See more No matter how well I do in my hobbies and work and all, a never ending dread follows. The harder I try and push to ignore it, the more the issues worsen. I've been fighting depression for some years now, and can't afford therapy. It feels like I only feel something when it's right in front of me, and otherwise everything is covered in a fog. I don't know it's going to be okay until it is okay, and then after that I don't know again. I know it's irrational, but how do I escape this feeling of dread that I'm going to fail no matter what, when when I know it's not true? I'm 19 btw, and I've been fighting depression since I was 13. I thought it would go away as I got better at my creative work and making cool stuff and meeting/working with cool people, and yet I only feel more helpless that there is no cure for this problem of mine.
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