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I’m grieving my living mother
Grief & Loss / by honestPark4794
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 February 22nd, 2024
...See more My mother is a part of a very strict and orthodox religious group; a group which I left as I am not happy living in that environment and it is not who I am. Unfortunately when someone leaves the community they are shunned, and so my mother no longer speaks to me. I have to accept that she no longer wants nothing to do with me because I only have control over what I do. But it feels like I have no choice but to let her go and grieve. But I don’t know if I’m grieving my mother or the mother that I never had. The fact that my little brother, who is my best friend, still lives with her and therefore can have no contact with me makes it worse. Im an adult that can take care of herself and all. but the little child in my heart feels so scared, like in out and exposed to the world; unprotected. That little girl feels so alone and unloved. I wish I could just fast forward to the end when it doesn’t hurts as much as it does now.
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