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honestWheel6679
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LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by honestWheel6679
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 February 11th, 2021
...See more I’ve always known I’ve been attracted to men my whole life but I bottled it up. Mainly because i was trying to always impress everyone. Everyone would ask if I was gay or call me names and I thought the best way to life was to just hide it all, date girls and prove everyone wrong. I recently had two encounters with another guy and it was different. He was different. I felt we both could relate because we both knew what we wanted. It really tore me up inside and I’ve finally come to terms with the fact I like men. I talked to this other person just to get some reassurance on what he was going through. But that didn’t go so well. He said he has questioned himself before but he found his forever person. That being his soon to be wife. I just wish I could go back and take it all back. But I know that won’t do any good. But I feel worse about myself now than I ever have before. I feel like I’m carrying this guys burden even tho he said he was fine. But I feel deep down he is hurting. But in the same breath i think because he was my “first” I have these strong feelings towards him. And the fact that he’s with someone he’s not happy with. They’re always fighting and that’s when he came to see me. Anyone have advice?
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