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I really hope mental health can be better by hoping because I feel like a bad person, like I'm weird. So awkward. My old friends probably dislike me n
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 23 minutes ago
...See more sorry for venting again 😢 it's an endless cycle of me feeling like a loser,. i feel weird about myself and that's why my friend doesn't like me. why must i have this anxious, sadness. one day i feel so in love with myself then i hate myself again
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How do I stop myself from being scared of height?
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 3 hours ago
...See more It's getting more ridiculous because, lately, I'm not even brave enough to step onto an escalator that's for going down.  I have this anxious feeling of, what if I fall, lose my balance? There's one scary experience for me. The escalator that I was on suddenly stopped moving 😢I nearly fell. It's since that day my fear of height becomes real Is there a way to stop this anxious feeling every time I need to use an escalator (that's for going down)? 
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:(( I start to feel like a total stranger to my old friends that I know from school
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 23 hours ago
...See more I feel like they're drifting away from me too. Like, they only read my messages. No excitement at all when I sent something. I feel like it's so over. I don't think I'll be able to meet them for a reunion because it feels too weird for me, or maybe it's the isolation thats ttelling me this
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it's still early in the morning and my tears are already flowing :( I cried before bed too
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 17 hours ago
...See more so yesterday my dad talked about, "theres no one who will take care of you if you dont have kids and not married" then i say "i dont care, we all d!e alone in the end, who knows if maybe i will go earlier before im old" then he just silent treated me then go to sleep at like 5pm.  one day i will regret this and that and everything ;(((((
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I feel so angry and sad I scribbled this😢.. It's better than hitting something right? Apparently being sad often can develop anger issues like this ☹
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 2 days ago
...See more  I'm easily annoyed lately, not only sad 😕 sometimes I even forget that I'm still having this sadness because I found joy in little things. 😔
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I wish being sad was fun
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 13 hours ago
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I no longer enjoy birthdays:( || sharing my tangled thoughts
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 August 6th
...See more Birthday, it's like a day with a lot of pressure now, getting older but still immature. I was such a good student back then, though, got good scores, But now it's nothing to be proud of. It's sad how I thought if I got good grades and achievement in school, then my parents would reward me with family vacation that never happened.  I hate people, I even hate being around a kid. I think of not getting married because I'm not ready. I'm very impatient around my niece. Also the thoughts about drama around relationship and marriage also make me feel scared; problems like affair and v!olence. I don't have the energy for all that.  I must fix myself first before going for a committed relationship right? Well I'm still not mentally healthy :( I don't know when it will be  I'm an introvert who used to keep my feelings inside, but lately I have expressed my anger and felt bad about it. Maybe it's true how being sad for a long time can turn sadness into anger??  I'm worried that now I have anger issues, since I sometimes hit things when angry. I don't know what I'm feeling, can't get help. This site is my only way to talk about how I feel.  Need some people who accepted me the way I am without making joke of me being sad and anxious. 
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When I did something in a wrong way, my sis usually called me "stupid" 🙁 I feel stupid a lot of time
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 July 29th
...See more This time I did wrong again (I did my best though) and the weird thing was that this time she didn't say "stupid", but I felt like hearing her say it. I had already told her before that I dislike being called stupid, but it's a repetitive thing for her. It's like she muttered something, but she said she didn't call me stupid. When I said, I heard her call me "stupid," she told me I was "crazy." I guess the voices(😂) are getting louder need to find a way to cope, what do I do? 🥲
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