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humorousNectarine9051
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Depression Support / by humorousNectarine9051
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 July 29th, 2025
...See more So let me tell you about why I think I am depressed. So in 2019 the friends I thought were family left me. As a result I developed fear of abanonment. I was always a quite intoverted kid so losing the people I really loved teared me apart. I went to uni the same year and basically isolated myself for 2 whole years. Sitting in my room, looking at the ceiling, binge eating and gaining tons of weight. This made it worse, I felt useless, unworthy, unlovable. Until 2022, I lost some weight started talking to my course mates and actually felt better for a semester until they graduated and I didnt. But luckily I met another friend, she was patient with me. I would post whatsapp status about how I feel alone and have no one and she would be angry and tell me to stop. I ruminate a lot, I leave in my dreams. Now in 2025 she left me because I was toxic and I feel so lost now, I want to change. I have gained all weight plus more and dont leave the house, I am unemployed and dread looking for a job. I also developed a sexual addiction in 2019 which I am still battling.
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