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iamkai
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Hello depression community, this is tough
Depression Support / by iamkai
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 November 15th, 2015
...See more Hi all, I realy struggle to do things like this, so if you don't mind im going to start by just typing my train of thought (sorry for spelling punctuation in advance). I am upset with myself for thinking i am depressed. really i am part of the luckiest group of people on the planet, i have it all going for me, and i just f*cking squander it. I live in a great town,work an ok job that pays a bit above ok...and give me the opertunity to make friends and grow a businees. but i waste it again, i have been given so many lucky oppertunitys that i have f*cked, and i dont know why. i live alone, have few to no friends, and more often than not, when i go to sleep i don't really care about wakingh up... My life could be so easy and i manage to fuck it up and cant even make myself care about it enough to do the few easy things that could make it all better. sometimes i dont even think i deserve to live for the ammount of shit i waste. K
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