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Self-Harm Recovery / by ihateyoujoker
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 December 18th, 2025
...See more so i’m not too sure how to like, talk in here but i read some of other people’s and it gave me inspiration. i sh like, a lot, and i think about it every single day. i keep track too like of the days, im not sure why either cause i don’t have a therapist and only two people in my life know i cut myself. and really only one person knows the extent to it sorta. idk if i would say i use it to cope? like im not sure if that’s the right word but i do it whenever i need my thoughts to be quiet, “pain in the body quiets the pain in the mind”. or liek whenever im really upset, or guilty, or anything like that about anything, if i can’t handle it i cut. and im afraid to reach out to the people that know cause i don’t want to attention seek or be a burden, and i also don’t want them to tell my parents. so i don’t really know what to do. i don’t want to have these ugly scars, and have to hide myself all the time. i don’t want to be unhappy. but at the same time i don’t really care anymore? i just don’t know what to do really. i feel like the only place i can reach out without burdening them is 988, and they told me to try this out, so here i am. does anyone have any tips or anything? is that how is works? i’m sorry if that was too much
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