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Addiction Support / by imaginativeSquare5503
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 August 25th, 2021
...See more I believe my addiction to PMO stems from my early exposure to sexual stuff. I was initially sexually harassed at a young age (10 years) by a person who was a year or two older than me. At first it felt wrong but gradually, a few weeks in to it, it felt normal. Went on for a couple of months until I finally said no. I had repressed this for a very long time. I remember, though, that I had a very vivid imagination about women and I would often imagine about them but I had no knowledge of what to do with these women in my imagination. Six years later, porn started, I discovered masturbating on my own. Living a lonely life, I dwelled in to it and it has been 9 years now. My physical health and sexual health is suffering. I have tried several times to quit but I fail. The most I have gone at is 42 days. I replased today, after 16 days of quitting. A few days of pmo then a few days of quitting. This has been the norm for the last 2 years. I have had enough of this. I want to turn this around and seek to enjoy a normal life now. Sorry for the long post.
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