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I had to vent somewhere so.. .
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 June 7th, 2025
...See more Hi guys I just wanted to announce who i am let's call me sa, so from India i am ant to share about my history idk if it's complex or big trauma but my father is an alcoholic who will never recover I am 25 in like 10 days I have been living with for 23 years he used to curse to makes seanes and hit me my mom and sister for a long time and I was patheticly scared or over tensed about him so i didn't do anything else then hitting him whenever he comes used to beat him up but i was so much scared of him he is huge I am really tiny guy actually so finally 2 years before i found a ay to make money to send him to a de-addiction center now days we don't want hin to recover we have sent him to center many I never recovered now we just want to lock him up somewhere i thought life will be fine once he is gone but it's not for money now I am running i lost my friends my colligs are my friends now once i switch job I will have to switch friends i know this because none of my friends from my last job even call me these even after i call I say i miss they days they never reach i know the same will happen to my current circle ⭕ too so i am scared i will neverfeel real connection to anyone anymore never had any relationship all of my friends are telling how their partner did this and that I feel happy for them but the feelings of why not me get me hard this days i am jealous of my friends which makes me guilty and so on idk am I gonna i sry i thought i should give an intro I want to talk all this somewhere life feels hopeless actually idk see any meaning only think I take pride or feeling meaning full is that i take of my mom and sister but idk how long I can do that i already showing my frustrations in life to them a lot these days i try to control it i unable to do i have been working for like 6 years now unable buy anything i wanted for my self i don't even own a good mobile I just use my dad's phone since be can't use mobile in centers life feels hard man sry of long txt.
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