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indigoCake5642
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Trying to open up to people
PathStep 1 Compassion hearts81 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes27 Current upvotes27 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2026 Member sinceOctober 5, 2026
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👋 hello 

I like very basic stuff I feel so I'm just gonna make a list:

- Movies 🍿 🎥 (mcu included bby)

- Drawing and art in general 🎨 

- Music taste is very basic so pop, pop rock and k-pop (BTS only really)

- I started reading not long ago 📚 📖 

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 October 6th
...See more Helloo I'm new here and I don't really know what to say but I'm just gonna say everything I've been thinking lately. Okay so, I've been thinking about the fact or mostly the feeling of loneliness that I have so deep inside me, and like don't get me wrong I have my family and friends close to me and, available" but I just feel like I can't talk to them, and it's not their fault, I just can't get myself to seem different in their eyes, I have this image that they see me as someone thats always smiling and is just chill and care free, which I like honestly and sometimes is true, but lately I've been overthinking everything and can't seem to get these feelings out cause of this fake image of myself cause I feel if I say something or if I cry in front of them they just would change everything they think about me and I don't really like that. Also about this loneliness, I used to think that by the time I reached uni I would have everything sorted out and have a boyfriend and a group of friends together with a best friend like in a sitcom lol, but I don't have any of that, I mean I have a friend group but like I can't get myself to talk to them about anything real about me or anything that isn't uni related, and I know I just have to do it cause the will listen but I feel like that's just bothering them and they would see me as burden, that's why a found this app lol I just didn't know how to express these thoughts. So yeah I don't know, hope someone reads this and know what to do cause I don't.
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