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indigoSkies5215
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Starting over is hard
Relationship Stress / by indigoSkies5215
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 January 11th
...See more Hey, I don’t usually do this or share my problems or feelings, so bear with me. About two months ago, I broke up with my partner of 8 years. I had to start over completely. We lived in the UK, and I’m originally from Hungary, so I left behind my job, my home, and basically the whole life I’d built over those 8 years. Starting again back in my own country honestly scares me. The relationship wasn’t perfect. We were on and off for years, and I broke up with her three times in total. I hate even saying this because I don’t want to sound like a victim or just blame her. I stayed, after all. But she was emotionally and sometimes physically abusive. I don’t really know why I stayed as long as I did. I did love her, though, and I believe she loved me too in her own way. But it’s done now. That chapter is closed. I don’t hate her, and I genuinely wish her the best and hope she finds real happiness. Anyway, I’m rambling. Lately I just feel empty and numb. I know everyone says time heals and all that, but right now it kind of sucks ***. I have my family, which I’m grateful for, but I don’t have friends here, I don’t have a job at the moment, and I’m anxious about my future. I go to the gym and exercise, but nothing really lifts my mood. I can’t even cry. I want to, but I just can’t. Any good advice? 😅
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