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intellectualBeach6035
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I can’t sleep
Anxiety Support / by intellectualBeach6035
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 August 4th, 2023
...See more Hi everyone. First, I want to thank you for taking the time to read this. It’s almost 5 am and I can’t sleep, so I thought maybe writing how I’m feeling out would help. I have a lot running through my head. First, I’m waiting to hear if I got into grad school and I’ll hear next Wednesday. I’m so scared because this is the third time I’ve applied and I have good thoughts, but I’m still so nervous and it’s so hard not to get into my head. I always get into a weird mood during the last week of waiting and I just want it to be over. But at the same time I don’t because ignorance is bliss. I’m starting a new job on Monday and I’m excited, but scared. I’ll be working in a school, but I live in America. I’m assuming you can put two and two together and tell why I’m nervous. I’m scared. I can’t let them win by not living my life, but everyday there’s a new story. I’m scared. I’m so overwhelmed and I just want to lay in bed forever.
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