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intellectualPapaya6553
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Is this BPD?
Personality Disorders Support / by intellectualPapaya6553
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 December 16th, 2021
...See more Hey guys! I just wanted to know if this episode I had is related to BPD because I was googling it and saw that it fell under the spectrum. Anyways two days ago I was trying to finish my final for my English class right before it was due at 11:59 (keep in mind I was high off two 600 mgs edibles) and I started losing sensation in my legs, and it hit me. I felt like I wasn’t in my own body anymore, like I was just a Spector. I tried to move but I would just freak out and cry because I had 0 control over my emotions. The numbness started traveling upwards and sooner than later I did not feel anything anymore. It felt like I was swimming in the ocean without something to put my feet on and I felt as if I wear to move my bones would shatter and it was a wave kind of sensation but followed by pain. I also have vertigo and it did not help my situation 🙏😻. Eventually I had enough of this and went to sleep. I woke up and I finally had sensation back, I told my therapist that I might have dissociated or something and she just blew me off. So if you know what I went through please tell me, thank you!!!!!
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