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...See more So Me and my boyfriend recently moved in together in August. We met our senior year in high school and in two weeks will make 4 years weve been dating. Well wouldve been dating. So I have horrible trust issues so throughout or whole relationship Ive always questioned him and blamed him for things constantly. So a few weeks ago he seen that I was texting my ex (who he hates) but nothing crazy and two other dudes again nothing crazy BUT was wrong to do because Im in a relationship. I get where he says Im wrong and he cant trust me anymore.. the thing with my ex has happened a few times but he told me hes no longer in love with me anymore but he does still have love for me. I realized that Ive messed up but Im trying so hard to fix it because I really do love him .. like beyond measures.. I lose sleep over what Ive done and everything... I hate myself for hurting him but it hurts me when he says were not together anymore or that hes not In love with me anymore. Weve both made mistakes but I can tell that this was over the top with hurt. I just really want my relationship back and Ill do anything for it but he seems done with me. He did say once he builds himself back well get back together but idk.. I feel like crap 🤦🏽‍♀️ hes my best friend and I messed it up over nothing. Hes different and rude to me I get its my fault but Im trying ... I try to give him space but its hard to because hes my everything 😢

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