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intelligentLake2739
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Where did life go wrong
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 May 14th, 2016
...See more I feel this is the lowest I have ever felt in my life . I'm a housewife with no friend I have 3 beautiful kids but I can never enjoy them as I'm always in pain the pain gets so bad that that I truly think I'd be better off dead . The doctors keep running tests and giving me medicine but it didn't help myself and my partner have not had sex fir five years . It's starting to be a major issue for him . I can't have sex it hurts to much my body is gripped with spasms to the point I can't walk some days ... My heart is not working properly it beats yo fast it's slowly going into heart failure . My partner is a nurse and he dose not seam to see why I get upset . I'm always tired the pills I get make me feel like a druggy ... I've avoided picking up my moraine pills as I can't get rid of the though of swallowing them all . All I want to do is sleep and never wake up I want the pain to go I want to feel loved again I want to be somewhere happy
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