Where did life go wrong
I feel this is the lowest I have ever felt in my life . I'm a housewife with no friend I have 3 beautiful kids but I can never enjoy them as I'm always in pain the pain gets so bad that that I truly think I'd be better off dead . The doctors keep running tests and giving me medicine but it didn't help myself and my partner have not had sex fir five years . It's starting to be a major issue for him . I can't have sex it hurts to much my body is gripped with spasms to the point I can't walk some days ... My heart is not working properly it beats yo fast it's slowly going into heart failure . My partner is a nurse and he dose not seam to see why I get upset . I'm always tired the pills I get make me feel like a druggy ... I've avoided picking up my moraine pills as I can't get rid of the though of swallowing them all . All I want to do is sleep and never wake up I want the pain to go I want to feel loved again I want to be somewhere happy
Hello, friend.
I can only imagine how hard this is for you. It sounds like this has been happening for awhile, so I can see how it would feel endless and overwhelming. What a hard thing to think about.
I am happy to hear that you are feeling grateful for your beautiful children. Gratitude can be really helpful at times like these. What else are you grateful for right now?
It's also good to hear that you have seeked help in a medical sense. In addition to that, we are here to support you. You've taken an amazing step by posting here. Feel free to connect to a listener, too. We also have self-help guides that might be of interest to you. Find these here. You have come to the right place.
Thanks for posting and I wish you the absolute best!
