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intelligentPapaya505
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Marriage and depression
Relationship Stress / by intelligentPapaya505
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 November 3rd, 2024
...See more I found out that my husband has been cheating on me all through relationship. i’m not proud of how the way I went about it, because I snooped through his phone. And I hated myself for doing this, I wish I never did it and now he is mad at me and he left the house that he doesn’t trust me anymore which I understand, I feel helpless sometimes I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to Or turn to. The only person I trusted is betraying me and I betrayed him by snooping through his phone twice and told him. We’ve been together for over 5 years and recently married like 5 months ago. And to my dismay, I’ve been lied to all along. I have no self-esteem left, I’m so insecure in my relationship, I lost whatsoever confidence I had in myself. I’m so depressed about everything and I cry so much it’s taking a toll on my physical health too. I just hate the person I’ve become. What can I do? Where did I go wrong that I failed him so much. I don’t know what to do. I really do need help, I’m having all these bad thoughts running in my head. I live in a town with no friends. I literally have no one to help me here. I’m all alone in my head.
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