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internalparadox
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 May 20th, 2023
...See more hi I’m new here so this is going to be my first post. So let me know if I did anything wrong because I don’t know how to manage this website. I really need help with managing all my feelings and emotions. So here’s what’s up. Over a month ago I got broken up with. I beggged and begged him to stay but he refused. I was beyond devastated. I got even more upset when he started to seem like he didn’t care about what happened between us. And it was definitely a pretty serious relationship. So we decided to be friends. And to be fair I still do like him… a lot I’m having a hard time letting go of something that will never be real again. But around two days ago he told me that I made him uncomfortable and he doesn’t want to talk to me anymore. I apologized and told him to do whatever he needs to distance himself away from me. At first I was definitely sad. It’s not just that like him.. I lost a friend. And at the same time I feel like a weight has been lifted. I had a very unhealthy connection to him. I would get jealous over small things (I would never express it though) and I felt lost without a quick reply. He said that maybe we can be friends again in the future but not now. I just don’t want to hold onto maybes. I’m having a hard time understanding that he’s gone. Everywhere I look is a reminder of what we used to be. I miss him so much. But I have to let go. He doesn’t care about me anymore. I just want to know if anyone has ways to cope with the loneliness I’m facing or ways to help get over this breakup.
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