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...See more This happened 2years back when i met him(rohit name changed )..worst day of my lyf….as [/] i never bf in my entire lyf..never experienced this feeling before..so i got tempted and said yes to his proposal.. Nd nw frm this everything started…he used to send vulgar texts..only obessed with boobs..and as i was naive nd thot he s just joking abt this stuff so i always used to ignore his texts.. Nd used to divert with other topic…then one day he called me to his house…this was first time i hv visited anyones house. So i just went to house…i thot .like hw it happens in movie or serials..in first time meeting..we will only speak nd spend good time with him nd his friends.. So when i entered his house.. He introduced to his colg mates..then we had a little talk abt random stuff like colg studies and all..then suddenly rohit called me to his kitchen..i said okay ..i came with him..it was quick action i could understand he tried to hug me..as i naive and never done this before..i was hesitate at first few moments…then he said…calm down its just a hug ..u cn do this much ..i stupidly agreed to this..then after few moments he started to kiss me..again i was uncomfortable ….he said these things happens in relationship its normal..again i agreed.. He never kissed me on lips..bcoz i was never ready for this..he always forced for this..but i somehow managed nt to happen..he started kissing me on my neck intensely…after this even i didn knew what happened to me..i..couldn't stop him by doing this..he started touching me everywhere he could…then suddenly he pushed me to the wall and started kissing me vigorously ..in my mind i was thinking where this is going on…i pushed him…and stopped.. He stopped for that moment…and after that when i returned..he stopped text regularly…when i asked the reason ..he said if i cnt give. Wat i want then..i think it will nt work…i like a fool agreed to this..and then frm that day onwards..whenever i visited his house.. He used to just take me to bedroom..and forcefully just kiss me everywhere..and i will be there struggling.. And when its done ..he will react as if nothing has happened……….everytime he used to convince me by just saying… he loves me..trust him.. Wat is my fault in all this y i had to suffer this shit..never hurted anyone in my lyf..i hv always helped everyone…never thot bad abt anyone.. Then y nly me..i came into relationship bcoz even i wanted to experience bf feeling..nt to experience this shit. Plz tell me hw to overcome frm this..day by day i m breaking frm inside..he s living his lyf as if nothing happened.. But to me it has moved s me frm inside ..nt able to concentrate on my studies plz some one guide me for this

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