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intuitiveWater3047
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Not feeling so good..
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 August 11th, 2022
...See more Cheated on my boyfriend with different men, bragged about it with my friends, even went to the extent to invite a guy into our home a few times. This just covers the surface of how I completely violated him.. now feeling the guilt and seeing that pain I caused him. Does this make me a slimey hypocrite that I now feel the pain but didn’t before when I was with these men? I feel so wrong and dirty for the things I have done. He is giving my opportunities to show I am not that type of person anymore but now I’m hit with a conflict. I clearly want to be with him and love him so much but do I take advantage of these opportunities and show him I want to be with him or do I accept that I am not deserving of him and let him go? Both are painful as I know it won’t be the same when we get back together but I also know I can’t see my life without him. It’s all so backwards..
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