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...See more So I am ADHD/ADD combined type. I am super talkative and hyper and all over the place. but I am actually very intelligent. i have low self esteem so me saying that means a lot to me! but I am a nurse in the icu. And because I just spit things out it sound goofy and I like to be funny and giggly and bubbly. And sometimes sarcastic but not a dry sarcasm. and I feel like NOONE understands who I am yet. it shocks me because when I was on night shift they got me and understood me. but now? It hurts my feelings honestly. Like I’m either suppose to be myself and be looked down on and felt stupid. Or not be myself and not talk to anyone and not be happy. why is it when i try to make everyone’s day by just being kind and happy and they want to tear that down? the happiness is all surface level. This causes me to not be able to be close to anyone at all which also really hurts me I believe I have a personality disorder too because with my husband, I assume things I split and it’s like a roller coaster. I never get angry easily. I unintentionally don’t think the best about him at the time and then maybe two days later I’ll be so in love with him, it doesn’t make sense to me and that’s why I can’t be close anybody or trust anybody nobody is going to make me feel any type of feelings that will hurt me or make me think differently about somebody. How sad is that thanks, mom

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