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istealchocolatechipcookies
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts52 Forum posts2 Forum upvotes1 Current upvotes1 Age GroupAdult Last activeApril, 2025 Member sinceApril 2, 2025
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Cry
Depression Support / by istealchocolatechipcookies
Last post
 April 4th, 2025
...See more I just want to cry man, I can’t get a grasp of my feelings, I’m so numbed, I can’t even cry I’m trying the hardest I can, all these surprised feelings have me feeling like I’m drowning, I want to cry
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Alone
Depression Support / by istealchocolatechipcookies
Last post
 April 6th, 2025
...See more My parents were very dry with me, never connected with them emotionally, they betrayed my trust many times. I’ve been in 9 different schools, so I never really had anyone to talk to about anything, I always took matters into my own hands, it feels so lonely, I feel so alone . I crave emotional connection but I fear being hurt like my parents hurt me. I’ve been in relationships before and it hurt a lot when it ended. I ALWAYS act like I don’t care about anything because I’ve numbed how I feel, but deep deep down it’s a black dark deep heavy void of pure loneliness, I can’t reach my feelings and express them anymore, I feel them deep down but I can’t grasp them, I know it’s a silly analogy but if feels like an ingrown hair, you can’t reach its but you know it’s there. Anyways, I need someone to be there for me, but I can’t find anyone. And it’s crazy because the only reason I can’t find anyone is because I tend to end a talking stages in fear of getting hurt, I’m stuck on a loophole. Everyone I know has a partner, or someone close to them to open up, I have nothing. Idk what to do, you’d think that I’d me used to being lonely since I’ve been alone my whole life, (even in my relationship I never opened up) but I haven’t, loneliness is something I’ll never get used to. this is the most I’ve ever opened up. Sometimes o ask myself, what am I fighting for, I have no one to fight for.
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