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itsdachickiz
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I messed up
Relationship Stress / by itsdachickiz
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 April 2nd
...See more Hey guys, I cheated. I feel like a loser. I feel so much regret for what I did. My boyfriend did everything for me. Took care of me after surgery. Took me on a trip for my birthday. Did everything for me. I messed it all up. I ruined everything. My ex boyfriend called me and I called him back. Multiple times. I don’t know why I did it. It was a weird familiarity I couldn’t get rid of. That’s my fault. Only God knows how truly sorry I am, but how do I get anyone else to realize? How do I even get that message across? He’s so angry. He has every right to be, but wow do I deserve this pain? This hurt and remorse? Maybe. I just wish I could fix it. I feel like a bad person. I don’t see us getting back together. He told me to my face, if you ever cheat, I’m done with you. I’m leaving and never looking back. And here I am calling my ex boyfriend. What an idiot. Will this feeling ever go away? The pit in my stomach? Please say it goes away.
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