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...See more I don't know if I should use the word depression so lightly as I am but I really think I'm suffering from it.. There was a time when every little thing motivated me but nowadays nothing motivates me in any way.. I keep getting bad thoughts like I'm such a big failure in life and that I shouldn't be there.. My ex bf broke up with me because I couldn't spare him much time because of my internship, but looks like I'm not doing a good job at internship too, I keep messing up things pretty badly without realising.. I am not even good in studies even though I try to at least be decent.. Even my looks can be rated in negative points.. I keep worrying others and my parents no matter how hard I try not to.. I've got 2-3 close friends who really show affection and care for me, but somehow at a particular point I feel so secluded even from these people, which I shouldn't.. The only thing that helped me during my anxiety was listening to music but even that doesn't work now.. I'm always getting blamed and scolded by my mom for things that I might not have even done.. This makes me feel even more worthless which in turn makes me feel like I shouldn't exist anymore.. I'm barely holding on to things rn and I'm so scared.. I really don't know how to cope up with these things although I'm 22 now.. Please if anybody sees this post kindly suggest me something.. I'm in dire need of help rn..

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