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ivorySailboat6503
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PathStep 16 Compassion hearts110 Forum posts11 Forum upvotes15 Current upvotes15 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2026 Member sinceNovember 20, 2019
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Hi everyone I'm maaya,26.

Previously i was a listener in this app (2020).

I'm suffering from PTSD.

However I am seeking more friends and have more human interaction because I feel that might help me in growth.

I believe that,some days are stormy some days are spring but whatever the day was u survived and did well ❤️‍🩹

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I was thinking to make more friends with ptsd people
Trauma Support / by ivorySailboat6503
Last post
 March 9th
...See more I wish to make more friends who are suffering from the same curse as I am . I feel like most the time the people who are with us don't get the point that they are not able to understand us. So an understandable friend group where all peers can share their experience and may share how they cope that up may help me a lot bcs I feel very left out and lonely . I don't even know who to trust honestly so I felt like maybe I can make friends here.
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Ptsd- anger issues
Trauma Support / by ivorySailboat6503
Last post
 February 28th
...See more For last two years that I have ptsd . I have this explosive anger issue where I get numb and blank as if my brain short circuits and i have no control of myself I just become this beast .I once had a fight which wasn't even required i just some how over reacted. See i really love my brothers i can kill and die for them . yet one day I just pulled out a hammer and started banging on my brother's door he didn't even know I would react like that . Then few months ago out of fit of anger i had pulled out knife on my older brother. Worst was when my mother and i were arguing about something and i just pulled up a screwdriver and hitted it on the table 9-10 times in anger .I told my doctor about this they gave me medications but ever since withdrawal symptoms I refused to take them and tapered them to complete pause ..but now i am facing the issue of anger burst out again with sudden zapps on my right side and it makes me feel dizzy .I feel very lost and vulnerable after a fight . I was never like this i won fights and now I can't even bear raising voice. I can't even remember why I was fighting or my head starts spinning .I really don't know what to do I am so tired of this. U guys have any tips how can I handle this stuff. I am running out of options .
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PTSD-anger issues
Trauma Support / by ivorySailboat6503
Last post
 February 28th
...See more I have this explosive anger issue where I get numb and blank as if my brain short circuits and i have no control of myself I just become this beast .I once had a fight which wasn't even required i love my brothers yet one day I just pulled out a hammer and started banging his door he didn't even know I would react like that . Then few months ago out of fit of anger i had pulled out knife on my older brother. Worst was when my mother and i were arguing about something and i just pulled up a screwdriver and hitted it on the table 9-10 times in anger .I told my doctor about this they gave me medications but ever since withdrawal symptoms I refused to take them and tapered them to complete pause ..but now i am facing the issue of anger burst out again with sudden zapps on my right side and it makes me feel dizzy .I feel very lost and vulnerable after a fight,i feel like I might faint if I continue fighting. I was never like this i won fights and now I can't even bear raising voice. I can't even remember why I was fighting .if I try to recall the fight then my head starts spinning .I really don't know what to do I am so tired of this. I need some tricks or technique of there is any to stop getting angry like that .
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