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jackOrdinary
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I really messed up.
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by jackOrdinary
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 January 12th, 2019
...See more I just want to tell someone, I don't have a lot of friends right now. Just my wife's friends checking in to make sure I'm still here. I quit to late and I hurt her. We hurt each other but I don't remember. I was blacked out. I wouldn't do that but I did. I hurt her and I guess she's hurting still. It's been 4 days, I haven't seen her since. I in one night lost my best friend and partner and I don't ever remember. I can only hope she can forgive me and we'll be okay someday. I know it will take time but man am I scared and lonley. Regardless I'm going to keep my promises (no more drinking, no bars, therapy etc.) . We are also in the middle of moving to a new apartment. I don't know how to pack or unpack her things. I'm so scared shes gone. I'm trying to do everything I can to prove I'm not a monster, while giving her space. I just wonder if she still loves me you know? I have to assume to some extent, we've been together for 7 years. But can we move past this someday?
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