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...See more I need you to let down your guard my love, please let me in. Please meet with me. Please let me in. I am anxious to explain, to be close, to connect, to have fun again. I can barely breathe. Why did I mess things up and text you again after you slipped and said you miss when we had fun and things weren't so serious. I was doing ok. I was moving on. I need you my cutie. Why did this happen? How did we get here? Can we meet in the middle. Just stop. Let down your defenses. This is driving my heart out of my chest. I feel so anxious and vulnerable. I cant control the situation and so what can I do? I see you every day at work and every night when i hang out with friends. We need to figure this out so we can live and work in peace. I cant sleep. You are always on my mind. One minute strong and the next so severely damaged, wounded, and weak. You don't respond well to emotion so I try to play it cool. You text me yesterday and now i find myself not being strong. I keep texting you back and you aren't responding. I have difficulty waiting in the unknown. I need an answer. I need to know we are good and that you still love me. I need a response. Please respond. Please love me. Please have fun with me again. I am dying inside to be loved and accepted and forgiven by you. I cant sleep until you respond so please respond and give me peace. Why am i obsessed with what you think of me and obsessed with how you feel about me. Why am i obsessed with you in general. You are holding my mind captive and i have no idea on how to escape...someone please help me unlock and break free........

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