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jazino
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PathStep 52 Compassion hearts18 Forum posts13 Forum upvotes6 Current upvotes6 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2021 Member sinceOctober 26, 2021
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Not sure if I’m ok
Depression Support / by jazino
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 November 8th, 2021
...See more I have someone in the house and phone numbers so I’m not in that kind of danger. I have been up and down for months without much of a break. It’s ruined my 8 year relationship and I just got back home from a restful week off. We have. 2.5 year old and we fought right away. I can’t do it anymore. I’m not nice, I’m not myself. She has judged on all my manic behavior and now I’m at the bottom and she can’t really support me much. I keep crying uncontrollably, my boy is seeing it and saying sorry papa, and gives me a hug. It’s so sweet but I feel like a failure. I’m scaring him and I can’t control myself. I’m also having a med reaction and will need to discontinue. I’d consider going to a hospital if this keeps up. I just don’t know what to do. I should work tomorrow and need to watch the boy. I don’t want to mess this up. I feel like I could lose it and I’m worried.
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Separated at 42
35 & Over Community / by jazino
Last post
 November 5th, 2021
...See more It looks like my partner of 8 years would like to separate. To be fair, I broke up with her recently in a manic fit. I tried to apologize but it’s a bit late. She thinks for 6-12 months maybe. No promise what will happen before, during or after. I want her to get what she needs, but I feel like I’m losing time with her. It’s hard to reconcile that she needs to be away from me.
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