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jenniP
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I was a victim of online grooming at age 13-15
Trauma Support / by jenniP
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 December 18th, 2019
...See more Hi. My name is Jenni, and I'm 16 years old. When I was 13, I was at the peak of my depression - I had 0 friends and to compensate for my lonely time at school I played a lot of online games. I played Minecraft every day and met this dude who was 16 at the time. We started off as friends and every day I went to check on him on the minecraft server ad we played for hours. Slowly the ''relationship'' started to progress towards a more romantic and sexual one. It ended up being me sending him pictures to please him and to maintain even one relationship when I had no one. After I started getting friends I realised how wrong it was and I started to try to limit my contact to him. After ending that relationship I have felt like I'm in hell every second of every day. To myself I'm a whore, a disgusting slut who couldnt contain herself and I ruined my future. A man, a pedophile contains information that he can ruin my life with if he feels like it. I'm someones property and I hate it. I cannot stand looking at myself and I have no libido. I feel like I am absolutely worthless. After this period of time he has messaged me thrice and does not respect my boundaries. I live in fear every day. I feel so alone and lonely and that it's my fault and it was my own decision and nobody else feels this pain. Can anyone understand? Does anyone else feel this?
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