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Relationship Stress / by jessicajess
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 April 27th, 2016
...See more i'm a girl who broke up with my girlfriend last sunday. we met in social media and she asked me out. of course, we were in distance relationship. we were only being together for 8 months but i love her so much. unfortunately, last sunday, she left me for the second time. the first time she left me is on february. but a day after she left, she cameback to me. we had a problem before she left me. she becomes busy these days and it kills me to not talking with her all day long. so i had so many thoughts in my head. i started to be in bad mood all day. but she never said this bothers her. we even solved this problem on saturday. we talked about our feelings and she said her feelings didn't change. nothing changed. so i shouldn't be worry. i trust her. we talked about our problem and it solved. she even said : ' i'm staying no matter what happens, no matter what you say, i'm yours, i'm here. ' what the meaning of these words if she left me at the end. we didn't talk a lot after had a lovely day together. and she left me with a letter that she posted on our account. she wrote the reasons why she wants to break up with me. she said, it's tiring to be with someone who always in bad mood. she said she started to avoiding me for days because it's tiring. she said, she has a crush to someone in her class. she ended up blocked me everywhere. i can't find her anywhere. i'm so depressed right now. i don't know what to do. everything reminds me of her. i have no appetite to eat. i just want to lay on my bed all day long. i cry every night. i can't sleep properly because i see her even in my dreams. i tried to reach her, with every accounts that i have. i tried to call her but, i don't know if she even blocked my number as well. i just feel like i can't do this. it hurts. it really hurts. i hope someone can help me. thank you so much.
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