i don't know what to do.
@jessicaleony
Oh sweetheart, I wish I could mend your broken heart, but sadly I can't. All I can do is reassure you that the pain will ease in time - you'll move on. I know it doesn't feel like that now though, and I'm sorry your hurting.
You sound like you've felt insecure in the relationship, and I wonder how you can address this in the future, as you say this has affected your mood. Remember, you deserve happiness in your life, you are equal to anyone and everyone, you are a unique and special individual - be proud of who you are ❤️
I understand the temptation right now is to try and make contact with her, to mend the relationship. But she sounds like she's moved on. Try and do something that makes you happy. Connect with friends, treat yourself gently, pamper yourself. You too will move on from this in time. Take good care of you in the meantime.
@BestIcanbe
hey, thank you so much for taking time to read my post.
yeah, i easily feel scared and having bad thoughts in the end. and this affects my mood. i never knew this is a problem for her since she always said that's okay, she understands it's out of my control. i could change this bad habbit of mine if she told me about this. eventhough it would be hard, i would do everything to stay with her.
most of my friends keep telling me to move on, i don't deserve her. but it doesn't help. they ended up don't reply my message because i don't know. maybe i'm too annoying talking about this all the time? i really need support right now but i don't know what to do. it's stupid but i'm still hoping she will come back to me, she will give me a chance to be with her again.
thank you so much for your support.
@jessicaleony
I remember that sense of hanging on for someone, desperately hoping they'll change their mind. And yes, you can do that - there's always a slim hope isn't there? But if she's blocked you from everywhere you used to connect with her, she's not wanting that contact is she?
I'm so sorry you feel so bereft right now, I really am. But relationships will come and go in life. Reflect on the reasons you think this one went wrong. Yes, you've said you had bad moods, but it doesn't sound like she was entirely honest with you about her feelings either. So it's not all down to you, and you do deserve a happy relationship. It will happen.....learn from this, value yourself, try and relax a little, and find joy elsewhere for now xx
@BestIcanbe
but she also blocked me everywhere the first time she left me. this is why i'm still hoping she will come back. eventhough it's just a little hope.
i'm trying to be happier to prove her that i can change to be a better person. and prove myself as well. it'll be hard. how to be happy in this kind of situation? how to be happy if the only things i can think about is her, our memories. but i will try my best. i will do all the things i can do.
thank you so much once again. x