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I think i might be gay?
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by jillibob
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 May 21st, 2025
...See more Hi i’m a 23 year old woman, and i live in the smallest country ever (population 53.000) with a heavy rooted history and love for christianity The reason why i think i might be gay, is because i have dated every type of man, but the longest i have ever dated one was for 8 months. I Find men interesting like no other, And really every single time I give it all that I have, but I always reach a point we’re just all fades away in an instance, and I question myself if I even liked them at all in the beginning And then I thought maybe I don’t like men like I thought I did, maybe I just really love the attention. I crave that they like me and I crave that they pursue me, and as soon as I know they do, I just leave and it makes no sense. When i see a handsome man i never think “oh i want to do him so bad” my first thought is always “i want him to chase and crave me” so i flirt, for no other reason then me wanting them to confirm to me, that they want me. Also I’ve always had this fascination with women. But I always thought it was like a normal appreciation for women but lately, I’ve been questioning if it’s really a little deeper than just a appreciation, I see beautiful women online and see happy lesbian couples and it makes me feel a certain way You’re probably thinking well it’s easy to figure it out, just date women and you’ll know, but really it’s not that easy. My country is so small that you can only imagine what small percentage of it is openly gay, and the people I know who are gay just don’t peak my interest at all. And the thought of living with a man for the rest of my life scares me, but the idea of living with a woman don’t scare me as much. I’m confused and I don’t know what to do and I’m wondering if there was anybody who have felt the same way and came to a conclusion. Thank you for listening - J
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