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joyful25
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February 10th
...See more Well, I have no idea where to start… I had relationship in distance, and he said that he is not ready for marriage and have a family. I was so stupid to believe mb he will change his mind , because he is 35 y.o. I were waiting for him to change his mind for almost 2 years. Our relationship started in one city, but in half a year he moved to another state without saying that he wants to move. This was the first sign that he doesn’t take me seriously. I forgive him , but this action hurted me. Last year I was trying to get together, to live together, but every time he had reasons that it’s not a good time. The final straw for me was his neutral reaction when I told him about my illness. That made me realize that this is not how a partner should act. I needed support and it wasn’t there. Yesterday we talked because he was texting me that he is coming to my city, but everything was so funny for me, but inside of my heart I still believe that mb we can go through , and everything will be fine. But his answers made me so angry, because when I ask about me to move he said he doesn’t know and he doesn’t know how and it’s not good time right now. I was upset and mad because he didn’t talk clear. Sometimes I think I had to wait and see, but I was waiting for 1,5 year when he moved to another state, is it already long , right? and after our conversation I asked him to block me which he did. I didn’t expect he will do that, because I talked to him really bad. And it means for me he didn’t take care at all about my feelings. I just feel that I am so stupid and humiliated. I just need to know that I am not going crazy, because this man doesn’t deserve my tears and heart.
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