Relationship
Well, I have no idea where to start…
I had relationship in distance, and he said that he is not ready for marriage and have a family. I was so stupid to believe mb he will change his mind , because he is 35 y.o. I were waiting for him to change his mind for almost 2 years. Our relationship started in one city, but in half a year he moved to another state without saying that he wants to move. This was the first sign that he doesn’t take me seriously. I forgive him , but this action hurted me. Last year I was trying to get together, to live together, but every time he had reasons that it’s not a good time. The final straw for me was his neutral reaction when I told him about my illness. That made me realize that this is not how a partner should act. I needed support and it wasn’t there.
Yesterday we talked because he was texting me that he is coming to my city, but everything was so funny for me, but inside of my heart I still believe that mb we can go through , and everything will be fine. But his answers made me so angry, because when I ask about me to move he said he doesn’t know and he doesn’t know how and it’s not good time right now. I was upset and mad because he didn’t talk clear. Sometimes I think I had to wait and see, but I was waiting for 1,5 year when he moved to another state, is it already long , right? and after our conversation I asked him to block me which he did. I didn’t expect he will do that, because I talked to him really bad. And it means for me he didn’t take care at all about my feelings. I just feel that I am so stupid and humiliated.
I just need to know that I am not going crazy, because this man doesn’t deserve my tears and heart.
@joyful25
This man doesn't deserve you.
He isn't supportive.
He isn't ready to build a life.
But yet texts when he's coming to your town.
That's signs of a user.
You deserve so much better.
Honesty.
Commitment.
Fun.
Love.
Understanding.
And not to wait so long for someone offering the bare minimum 💚
Thank you for your support , but I am still blaming myself for how I talked to him so agressive , I didn’t expect from myself , I said bad things about his brother and his parents, well and that’s why he blocked me , I feel bad .
One hour I feel like it’s good that he blocked me , and another hour I feel bad thinking I need to apologize…
@joyful25
Yes, you shouldn't have spoken like that but equally, you don't need to take on his share of the blame, deep down you know he's not the one deserving of you 💚
Well , i don’t know, my brain found a way to text him 😅 I think i am crazy , because on one platform he didn’t block me .
I feel like I will never find a man like him.
Well I am 30 y.o. by the way, and I understand that normal relationship doesn’t work like that. And I understand that I did mistake too but at the same time I know what men he is . He is more mature than others men I met . I feel guilty first, then sad , and finally so mad at him that he doesn’t have balls to be more specific and more responsible
Yes Anger is dangerous destroyer of many lives.
We loose our patience very fast and feel reality after damage is done.
We are now living in a different world where family sitting on a Dinner table eating meals but communicating with each other or others on phones, in glue fed by AI (artificial intelligence) No sentiment s involved, only logicc and rigidity talks so life don’t move on standard tracks but on Robotic tracks. No love, No respect, no kindness, no humbleness, no empathy or sympathy. No hugs, no kisses but just rigid AI language and conversation theme destroyed many of our lives. We Alawad followed Love, Respect, Caring, forgiving and forgettting due our sentimental approach es.
It means business. It dame care or appreciation what and who you are… Best of luck. I’m the victim of AI fobia. Test is suffering and regrets only
Yes Anger is dangerous destroyer of many lives.
We loose our patience very fast and feel reality after damage is done.
We are now living in a different world where family sitting on a Dinner table eating meals but communicating with each other or others on phones, in glue fed by AI (artificial intelligence) No sentiment s involved, only logicc and rigidity talks so life don’t move on standard tracks but on Robotic tracks. No love, No respect, no kindness, no humbleness, no empathy or sympathy. No hugs, no kisses but just rigid AI language and conversation theme destroyed many of our lives. We Alawad followed Love, Respect, Caring, forgiving and forgettting due our sentimental approach es.
It means business. It dame care or appreciation what and who you are… Best of luck. I’m the victim of AI fobia. Test is suffering and regrets only
