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I just can't do it anymore
Trauma Support / by julz66911
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 October 31st, 2014
...See more I don't even know where to start I am a mother of 4, 3 of which are adults now, and I am married to a wonderful man who is gone all the time because he is a truck driver. I didn't have a great childhood, my parents were very abusive and I was sexually abused when I was little by a babysitter at the bowling alley where my parents would bowl once a week. I never told anyone about it until a few years ago, I told my husband. It felt good to finally get it off my chest. I thought I could continue on with my life and leave the bad stuff behind me, but then a couple of months ago we found out my little brother has been molesting his son. My brother is in his mid 30's but he has a mental disability so he will never progress past the age of 9. The same day we found out about this my son came out and told me that when he was little, my brother molested him as well. This has been absolutely devastating! I am starting to go through menopause and all of this on top of it has just been too much for me to deal with. I don't have insurance so I can't go see a therapist. I have so many bad things going through my head all the time and I don't know what to do or where to turn. So I found this site and thought I would start here. I try talking to my husband and he just brushes me off and tells me to knock it off and things will get better. I have tried telling him this is too much, I can't do it anymore, and he he gets mad. If I can't talk to him, who can I talk to? I am so lost, I wish I knew what to do and how to get back to being happy. 
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