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Trauma Support / by junebug777777
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 July 15th, 2025
...See more almost 2 years ago i was SA on halloween, i was staying with a guy i knew and his friend. i ended up getting extremely drunk and passing out on the bed, to which both of them touched me and his friend ended up having intercourse with me. i haven’t fully recovered from it, fast forward to now im in a relationship w my bf of 1 year. a couple months ago my bf and i got home from the bar and i was way too drunk, i was throwing up in the bathroom and passed out on the bathroom floor. i later woke up naked in bed with no memory of anything, i felt something on my back and asked “what’s on me” (we know what was on me.) my bf replies “we just had sex” to which u responded. “when??” i was in and out of consciousness still drunk and so confused kept asking when did that happen?? wasn’t i just throwing up?? he said i initiated it and started to get mad at me frustrated “yes we had sex” he started looking at me like i was crazy. he says “you started it u took my pants off i barely had a choice” to which i just asked so confused why did u have sex with me if i was just throwing up? he tried to send me home and break up with me. “how dare u accuse me of rape” “im not gona be in a relationship with someone who accuses me of rape” “im ur boyfriend u really think i would do that??” i never even mentioned SA at all. all i did was question why it happened? not one reassuring word came out his mouth just shaming. i don’t remember initiating anything nor do i remember the intercourse at any point. im terrified to admit that this was sa. i haven’t spoke to him about it since.
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