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justkeath
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New here - Trying to find Connection and Support
Newbie Hub / by justkeath
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 August 15th, 2024
...See more Hi everyone! I'm in my mid-30s, an aspiring artist. Currently going through a tough period in life. I've been struggling with depression and loneliness. I am looking for warmth, support, and someone to talk to. I'm looking to make friends, connect with like-minded people, and maybe even find a pen pal. I'm new to this community, still figuring things out, and hoping to find a safe space to share and grow. Looking forward to connecting with you all!
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Ashamed and embarrassed
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by justkeath
Last post
 August 15th, 2024
...See more I am 36, currently jobless, going through separation, struggling with depression and when all this gets too much to handle, I turn to alcohol. I don't seem to control how much I am drinking and also I am no longer able to hold my liquor. Yesterday it was one of those days. I went for day-drinking. I drank a lot, then I vomited, then drank some more. While coming back home I stopped to smoke and sober down a little bit. But while washing my face with water, I fell into a ditch. someone came to check up on me. I did not realize it then, but my jeans were covered in mud from behind and on my legs, and my shoes were muddy. I came home and I noticed there was mud on my T-shirt too. I ate and went to sleep. When I woke up, I saw mud on my ankle. I don't know how that happened. I am feeling ashamed and embarrassed. My dad was asking me yesterday if I was drunk. I have not gone out of my bedroom since I woke up.  I don't know what to do and how to get support. I don't have any friends to ask for support. I need help. 
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