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justme1989
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help me im going back to what i used to be
Depression Support / by justme1989
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 August 22nd, 2014
...See more Before I met my boyfriend I used to be depressed and always feel like I don't belong. Like I don't have a purpose in life. When I met him I consider him as a reason for me to live. Someone to care for me and make me smile. Now he wants to break up with me after being together for more than two years and I'm going back to what I used to be. I am getting back to my old ways like thinking about dark thoughts, about just ending it all. I know that I made a mistake and that I am always mad at him and that we always get into fights. I just wish that I could turn back time though. Last time after talking to him about him leaving me he caught me cut myself. I begged him not to leave me to give me another chance. He asked me why would I do that? I told him that I'd rather feel the pain from the cut than the pain inside me. It hurts so bad though. I don't know what else to do because all I think about now are ways to end my life. I'm sorry.
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