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justme321
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I just want to feel normal. Is that to much?

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Trapped in the abuse. Chained to the memory.
Trauma Support / by justme321
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 March 24th, 2019
...See more Sometimes its very hard. I just outted my abuser on social media. In order to let the family who didn't already know, know. It needed to happen. And typing is the only way I get my thoughts out. As I found out he's dying. I want to scream my story to the top of the world. I feel like I'm not getting responses like I thought. People aren't surprised that he he did what he did for 3.5 years... My mom will be sad and apologize for a day or two then its like nothing happened. Not that it is at all her fault. But I just do not understand. My partner is the only supportive one and she doesn't understand the effects it has on me.. She's trying she really is. I couldn't be here if it wasn't for her. I've hit some really low lows lately. My biological father is the abuser... My mind is fucked up. every since I told certain people 3 years ago... Nightmares. Flash backs. I want my story out. But I don't at the same time. I need to fear from other people about it. I don't know now to process it.
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