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...See more hi sorry if this is ranty or triggering im gonna mention selfharm and disordered eating at some point. so ive been dealing with depression since i was 13/14 (18 now). went to my school guidance councellor age 14 then a doctor, was prescribed meds, my parents threw out the prescription and threatened to take away all my technology and books. went to another doctor 3 years later who referred me to a councellor from august 2018 to may 2019, who wouldnt entertain the idea of formally diagnosing me and i couldn't tell her everything incase she told my parents (she left may '19, told me i'd get a letter in august about the new councellor i'd be seeing but the letter never came and she probably closed my file). ive done everything i'm meant to. i've tried and tried and tried to get help. i've done everything everyone says (talk to parents, school, see a doctor, go to councelling, try go on meds). nobody irl knows i selfharm and have done so since i was 14/15, but it's gotten worse lately. i think i've developed an eating disorder, but that's a topic for another day. school is a permanent weight on my chest. i'm meant to go to college september 2020 but i don't even know if i'll make it that far. i have no clue what i'm meant to do, and i'm so tired of trying when it's all pointless. i'm so so scared and tired of feeling this way

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